It's going to be 2010 in about... 12 hours.
And my thoughts and totally empty so I predict that this post will be composed of rather elementary and basic thoughts. =P
I'm not really sure what to talk about here - resolutions and reflections? No use in discussing resolutions because I'm quite certain that I won't be upholding most of them. And I reflect all the time (probably a little too much), and therefore any further pondering would be unwarranted.
'Special' days and much-celebrated holidays hold little meaning in my life. Christmas is cool because all the lights are pretty to look at and Thanksgiving is nice because I get a few days off from school. But other than physical comforts provided these occasions, I often find myself being unable to relate to them. Don't get me wrong here, Easter, Christmas, and other HOLYdays are spiritually significant. But in relating to anything other than the spiritual significance of these events, my mind fails miserably. If anything, Christmas actually annoys me because I have to buy presents! Haha.
I don't know. <--- I say this a lot, actually. Just because I have a lot of moments where my thoughts fail to connect. My mind usually tends to construct a chain of thoughts that lead to a hopefully intelligent conclusion. So when a link is broken within this chain, something horrible happens - "I don't know".
I don't know, man. But I'm looking forward to tonight and tomorrow morning. I'm attending a New Year's service (didn't even know churches had these) and doing some volunteer work tomorrow. I'm looking forward to these because...
I don't know! Haha. But I want to do something that makes a difference. My sincerest apologies to my social life. But wait, how did I end up here? I think I need to start connecting my thoughts better. =X
1 comment:
haha, i say i don't know a lot too. and i agree, holidays for me aren't really that much more significant (in terms of religion and other everyday things) than regular days.
and what are you talking about! i may have perfect pitch but i still fail at piano/violin/guitar. whereas you lead worship and sound amazing (seriously, good job). plus you have not only guitar and singing but mad drumming skills.
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